De sadness of my 1st Ramadhan!!!

Assalamualaikum.. Happy Ramadhan to all muslims..

Thn nih 1st tyme ak sambut 1st ramadhan sowg2... 
(alahai sdeynyerr rasa kt dlm hati nih... betol2 rasa trpinggir...)
Xde semangat nak bngun SAHUR...
tapi coz nk elak kena sergn Gastric...
Aku bangun jgk laaa utk tunaikn suruhanNya... brsahur...


Menu sahur 1st ramadhan:  Telur setgh msk + susu panas..
Hmm.. very  simple kan.. ala2 western gitu.. huhuhu
bgos tok diet taw gurls... hehehe..
(Wekkkk... act saje nk sedapkan ati nih sebenaqnyerr...) 
tetiba muncul kepulan awan kt ats pale aku nih...
(cehhh.. kekonon  trdetik sesuatu kt my mind nih..)


Lau kt umah.. compom2 aku dpt mkn nasi panas n lauk2 masakn mak tyme sahur2 nih
n then lps da isi perut penuh2... minum air milo panas as penutup sahur...
spy lbey brtenaga pose nti n pastu lepak2 gn fmily.. smbil tggu wktu imsak..
lg 1 yg dirindui.. ske tngok cter SENARIO episod rayer n gelak ramai2 gn fmily..
even da ulang byk kali.. n da ley hafal dialog dorg.. tp still xjemo2 lyn cter turr...huhu..


back to nowadays... brlalu day1 pose kt tmpt keje OT pagi dgn feelin.. 'EMPTY'
n then blik keje... lgsg xtrlintas nk mkn per utk buka pose nti..
xd feelin xcited lgsg nk buka pose...coz still xrs lapa even juz sahur ringan jer pg td..


Lau kt umah..... even mlantak brpinggan2 tyme sahur...
ms nk buka pose turr.. bkn maen xcited nk buka pose...
smpi lau ley sume mknn nk order suh my mum mskkn.. yum..yum... (lapa la plak..)
saat nk tggu azan turr.. air liur da banjir  x sabo nk tggu ngappp.. huhuhu..
tp arini seyes xdper2 feelin.. ble da azan pon..
ak juz teguk air masak suam dua, tiga gelas da rs kenyang.. syukur alhamdulillah...


per2 pun.. ak xley tipu diri sendiri.. ak rindu masakan my mum...
rindu nk mkn sme2 ramai2 gn my fmily....


MAK.. I MISS U SO MUCH....